i need to stop caring about any form of update schedule.
for weeks i've been coming back to this site daily with the intention to finally upload [insert latest completed picture] or write a journal about [insert random thought].

back when i was new to this site i couldn't wait till i got something new to upload, journal entrys were written during the day, posted in the night, rewritten the next day etc.
that urge to update is still here, but as soon as i'm logged in (and all messages / new submitions have been checked) I FEEL NOTHING.

ok, that sounded cold.

let's say i just don't feel like uploading any of my pictures anymore.
it's either the "that's not good enough" or the "i don't need a log book of my progress anymore, i want a portfolio".

while the portfolio part will be taken care of as soon as our design/code startup webpage goes online, i think it's also a chance to go back to using deviantart as a log book... because sometimes it's good to feel bad about what you've done earlier in your life.

next journal update: newsflash and further info about our homepage
next gallery update: anything out of my "finished and never looked at again" folder



look down & say no